Still feel so sad, even after all these months. my grief is so unbearable. Ross asked me something today, he asked me if there is such a thing as being invisible. Quite random - but I said on some occasions, i believe you to be invisible, you are around me, around us, in some form of spirit, the air, the flowers that bloom in my garden, even the bird that hops around your grave. I will never let you go.xx